Whoops. Forgot to have been blogging...

okay. so. blogging. i've been forgetting that. oops.

Updates on my life:

Joseph is over. Good because it frees up a lot of time. Bad because I'm gonna miss the people in it since I won't be seeing them as much.

Les Miserables rehearsals going well. I'm now allowed to be in the beginning chorus numbers! :D YAY! So I get to be a sailor and in the chain gang and all that good stuff. The Enjolras bit is kind of hard. I think I'll get it, I just have to work on using my head voice. I think I'm doing alright, minus when people are being ridiculously over critical at which point I want to shoot myself.

Uhm. Well there are other things going on, that I won't disclose details of, but there is a new main character in the current chapter in the book of my life. She is great. ;)

Ummmm... well sometimes, like today for example, I think I talk when I really, really shouldn't. There is a time and a place for telling people how I really feel and I tend to pick the worst one. And end up ruining a good day... So. I did that. Again... Fml...

What else is going on in my life? Oh yeah! WARPED TOUR IN THREE DAYS!!! GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! hoeaiwlhjifaids;lisjf SHIT I'M EXCITED!

I need to get to work on my college apps... Boo!!! Not a fan of that... I started filing out the first one Monday morning. I think I'm gonna write the essay for it on Thursday... No idea how that's gonna go...

Anyhoo. I really don't know where to go right now in my life. I'm hoping these relationships all perservere. I think they will. Except I have no reason to think they will other than that I think they will. I hope that's enough...

Huh...

Well that's enough for now I believe. Sorry for those of you who were hoping for more angst. Probably next time. :)

Songs of the Day:

Weightless - All Time Low

Hallelujah - Rufus Wainwright

Harder Than You Know - Escape the Fate

Take My Hand - The Cab

Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows

P.S.

Oh wait! New developments in my life. Never mind for those of you who wanted angst. You got it.

I don't know what the fuck I should be doing right now. If I'm not saying how I feel, I get pestered to do so. But then when I do I get attacked for how I'm feeling. Huh...

This is not fun. We should all just be able to shut the fuck up and be happy. It doesn't seem hard. We don't need to fix things and analyze our friendship for months, we just need to be quiet, be better, and everything will be fine. Does that seem unreasonable??? It seems quite reasonable to me. Gah.

What.

The.

Fuck.